Well leave it to me to it all backwards, that is me to a tee, but I plead, there's nothing up my sleeve except my need to give rather than receive, so with that in hand I have a plan. I will open my mind and explore this backward wrong , take a hit off my bong and let someone else ,  rescue me , because they are in the know. Waxing poetic is not my forte so early in the morning, but it comes with a warning, don't try this at home or on a phone, because at times you feel so alone even if you have a warm and loving home. So I ask for a prayer before I throw this computer down the stair because I don't think its very fair , all I want to do is share because I really, really care.